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spikespiegell:

do ya ever bring your pet up to a mirror and ur like “that you”

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Anonymous asks: Hey sometimes our situation changes and life takes a different route. It doesnt mean youre a failure you are not! Things dont always go the way we planned but it doesnt matter because it just makes other opportunities available so dont be embarrassed <3 x

I know, and thank you for this. It’s just it was always my life dream to live in NYC and I am living here, but I hate it. I don’t know where to go with my life now.

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Lmao I’m a failure at everything. I’m most likely moving out of New York because I can’t afford to live here and I hate it and I haven’t eaten in idk how many days and I just don’t want to be here. i don’t know what I want to do with my life. I miss my mom. I miss my cat. I’m a fucking mess and I’m so miserable that I’ve had to mentally convince myself not to jump in front of the train. It’s so embarrassing because I’m constantly crying and I can’t think straight and I don’t even know what I’m doing half the time. I’m as thin as I was when I had to leave university the first time and when I was supposed to be admitted to a hospital but talked my way out of it. I yet again have proved I’m incapable of being an actual person and I cannot function on my own and need to be taken care of. I’m so pathetic and embarrassing.

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one thing people should never do to me is make any comment about my body, good or bad, because that’s reminding me i have a body and you can see it.